I am humbled this Easter morning. I have been having a lot of really stressful days, but today is Easter and a day for me to sit and reflect on my life that has been a gift. I think about Jesus and all that he went through for me. I know He has felt the pain I have been enduring. I am so grateful to know that the Resurrection is real and one day I too will be Resurrected. I know that nobody else on earth can understand the pain I have been through, except for Jesus. He knows the pain I've felt from every surgery or treatment. It is beauful to think about our Heavenly Father's plan for me. He died for me that I might live. I have such a strong testimony of my Savior's love and know that He is aware of me and my circumstances.
I am so grateful for everything I have and have been blessed with.
I am excited to see the kids today, hopefully they will still be in their Easter clothes. I would love to be at home with them and seeing their excited faces when they see what the Easter bunny brought them. If I can't go home tonight for a few hours, then they will come up and show me. They are the most adorable kids in the world! I just love them so much. They light up a whole room when they come in (not to mention raise the noise level 100% louder!) Little stinkers.

As far as any news on the infection, we still have no source. They want to take some of the fluid on the outside of my lung and test it today. This requires the Interventional Radiology to use ultrasound and a needle. I thought they were taking fluid out of my lung, but they want to do this either instead or first. I'm not sure. From rumors it sounded like they weren't going inside the lung at all. So, this test they are doing today sounds like it takes a couple more days to get results, so that's probably about how long I will be here. Man, I can't seem to get out of these hospitals once I am admitted. At least I am comfortable here and getting the best treatment. After being at the U of U Hospital, I appreciate Huntsman that much more!
I asked about going home for a few hours today and if Hospital policy lets me, I will be able to. I doubt they will let me go because of Hospital policy or because of insurance reasons. Pray I will get out of here for me will ya?